Wow. Today I just learned that I did not get into my top choice school, and I am really. . .wow. I really don't know what I'm going to do because I have yet to send out my application for my plan B school, and I got rejected from one plan B school as it is! I'm so confused! I just wish that I KNEW where I was going to college! So, I'm just going to take my time, and sit down for a minute to think about the future in a positive way because it was their lost that they didn't except me. Still, I want to know why? I mean, my weighted GPA is not great, but my GPA is awesome! It shows how much I've grown since my freshman year, and it should show the colleges how hard I am willing to work when I go to college. Wow. . .I really need to take a breather for this one because if I don't I am going to be so vulnerable, and I think I will cry and then the skies will become so gray. I know that I can make it through this, but I'm going to need a moment. So Howard, I'm waiting on you. You know, it's funny. Just yesterday while I was sitting in class, I had go this negative feeling that made the light go one shade darker. Then I can't remember exactly what happened to make me feel positive and relaxed, but when I got that thought into my head, the light went one shade lighter again. Maybe that was the moment posted on my app status that said that I wasn't going to get accepted. Who knows, but I'm not going to let this get me down because no matter where I go, I am going to study hard to become something great in this world. Still, it would feel even greater if I knew where I was going right now because the schools that I got accepted to so far are places where I really don't see myself going.
So PEACE and wish me luck as I try to find my way.
Love,
Blackness
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